MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Saturday, August 13, 2005~~

hiyaz! Missin out on my facts yea? Hahaz.

went to watch NDP at tampines side de. end up went wif fren tt mum WANTS me to go with. Ha. Den cos at 1st quite sianz, so went arcade. Den played e drum tink..n other games..lolx. At 1st fren tot i 1st time play, den sure win moi..lolx..but me tian cai too..keke...won by luck n tyconess ;) Ard 5+ went back to Parade place, watch performance, den got 1 auntie n n family keep holdin up umbrella..diaoz..den i cant c a tink 4 lyk 1 hr. On n off lar. But i was more into chattin wif fren, so din bother so much. And aft when show realli starts, auntie n family went off. DIAOZ. lolx. Weird pple. Nvm dem, keke.

Fireworks were nt too bad too. Bt i 4gt to bring digicam to snap it. Finally, when end, me slack wif fren till 10+ be4 taking bus n jus as i tot i cud rest in journey hm to bus, saw ex-sch mate! haha..quite elated bt tiring too. lolx. catch up abit den tired le. lolx.

rest of e days were normal n hectic as usual. Busy preparing sponsor letters for SAG PP. Finally sent dem on thur. Also, sth to b A LIL' relief, touched AMP scientific pro n HGD. Onli needa do some touching up. Left AMB show n tell. Darn tt. Ha.

As 4 today, wanted do show n tell. But v hard. got ideas bt all too chim to understand REAL full concepts now. so hafta abandon lotsa ideas. End up use abt 3hrs jus to decide on wad to work on. Sianz. Went for tea reception wif principal. Darn sianz. Hung out wif taiwan n peihua n my sag pple n CASSC pple instead. lolx. Bo bian. I ANTI-SOCIAL. lolx.

Aft ard 5+, went down to wisma accompany shiya go repair her fone. See so good. lolx. Cos she dun realli noe e place. lolx. Aft i rushed back to sch n reached ard 8.

Alex was teachin e juniors den. and i joined in. haha. Taught a few for fun. Next is our turn! Played a piece den we manage to bring out our Niibori guitars to try! i m playin Alto n its so cool lar. haha. learnt hw to tune it le. Woah. Heardsay Alto rite nw onli shifu, sotong n me playin. Alto so small, so cutez. keke. After tryin out for awhile, place it back properly to hardcase...bao bei..keke...so ex..must take care.

Tis comin sat, 20/8, goin tampine perform. lolx. Duno y go dere, but heardsay dunno wad minister or whichever bigshot goin. My prob? No. Do i care? No. Haha. But since its an exposure, den anytink lor. Haha. Gonna play Maliendo Cafe, Andrecchio, In e sky, 13 Jours, and Farruca. keke. So many. Duno wad event also. Keke.

Sometimes i really wish i can hav more time...realli need e time...blame it on my poor time management or me being a big lavish time spender or dragger anyhow u wish to call it. Haha. Bt i seriously need more time for everytink. For frenz, family, precious 1's, studies, guitar, drama, recreation n e list can go on.

I tink 1 day 48hrs is enuff ba. Let e no. of hrs x 2. So i can divide my time even more. Lolx. greedy? i dun tink so. Many pple feels e same. lolx. Seeing pple ard me doin tinks tt they lyk at anytime they wan, or seeing dem able to enjoy made me envious sumhw. I wish i can hav their kinda' life. haha.

Frm tis, i found a pt to reinforce e fact tt i m so contradictory lar. y is tt so? i cant wait for a time to lax n let go of everytink cos i cant stand too much tangles wif pple n stuffs ard me. However, i m moltivated thru' milestones n big steps forward which requires lotsa committment. =X

tt day a fren tok to me. And said tt she wun b willin to giv up anytink 4 her bf. or future bf or husband or wad la. She said its too much a sacrifice 4 her. She say if her opp. wants her, he shld qian jiu her. Diaoz. haiz. Maybe i prefer to giv in more. I feel tt tis tot is a lil' self-centred ba. i tink...i wud b willin to giv up stuffs 4 whoever i tink its worthy 4 lar. And its nt lyk its an obligation lor, its xing gan qing yuan lor. haha. I tink as long as i can b wif tt person n lead simple life, its good enuff lor. haha...

still got stuffs to crapz out, bt its pretty late le. tml gotta meet 8.45am at Harbourfront mrt control for e induction prog by STDP. Hope its fun! Haha..meeting new pple too...lolx..hope i can get along wif dem too..

k lar, tired le...go zzz....keke =pPp

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